至少那一刻的我，全無煩惱

有多久沒有 把緊緊綁著大腦神經的煩惱憂愁都甩掉呢？

好懷念，3个月前的那段日子，至少我擁有過那樣輕飄的感覺，煩惱它真的很煩！

進來大學之後，開心過嗎？似乎沒有。。而是一天一天，煩惱、壓力、憂愁，一直往身上壓。。

每天睡覺，都沒無畏的思緒驚醒。。

今天或許被COM NIGHT的事煩得睡覺都煩，明天或許因爲功課的事被自己嚇醒。。

優質睡眠？我得卻很想擁有。。。但此時此刻。。我只希望能熬過這個繁忙的8月~~

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8/8-明華之夜

9/8-二姐的畢業典禮

14/8-大姐的畢業典禮

15/8-工商係之夜

8月20多號，期中考試。。@@

8月29-新加坡DNA演唱會。。（期待這一刻的出現，但在這之前，我還是會超煩惱。。救我，五月天）

'ice made' meehoon porridge

"ICE MADE" Meehoon Porridge....@@....YIE~~
Cooking the meehoon in hostel
The only ingredients i have to cook@@....so little....that's why my soup is terrible@@




haiz...loser...see what i cooked for my lunch la...

although very terrible but at least better than cafe de...^^the taste la...the look is worse@@


I think I not dare to cook in this week...Wait till I bring more ingredients first^^

Exhausted

Haiyo, the ktm make me feels so pik chek lo><

Stupid jungle UKM...so far away from the central of big city...

Damn shit!!

The journey from klang to ukm suppose it just takes within 1 hour to reach by car...

But,when my first takes ktm to come back here(ukm)...

It takes more than 3 hours!!!

>< ARGH!!! ><

Drive me crazy...

When I reached KL sentral,the time was 20:02...The borad showing next train to seremban is 20:08...

1 minutes later..the person in charge announced that the train on 20:08 will be canceled...

WHAT????CANCEL????

Shit!!

The next train will be on 20:40...

But,at last the train came on 20:50...

The train was so crowded!!!....Someone shouted:"Someone stole my purse!!" at the door side...She is a tourist from Arab country I think...pity her...

This is a bad experience for me...I never wait for delayed train for 40minutes!!!

I wish I can bomb the ktm><

我是祸首

我的天哪。。原来人家已经决定不去新加坡演唱会了

是我问她要不要去，勾起她那痒痒的心。。害她和男友陪我败了块RM450/person for 五月天的演唱会门票。。。

shit到~~ 如果说好位子的话我不介意 想想那烂位子 搞得我快破产

有连累他人多花钱买贵票。。 shit到。。。

内疚ing

心痛ing

Pay for happiness??

Should I be happy for the change of faculty to FEP, course Business Admin..

Everyone was congratulating...

Perhaps the road I decide now is great for me in the future life..

It's is a competitive course

Every year,there are so many persons taking bachelor of business admin..

So,business admin is none of my choices in UPU...

But now,I have been shifted to business admin by appealing

My life,my choice...

My happiness need to be paid in form of cash and so on...

Perhaps the course won't drive me crazy again as what I did in KMPh..

Should I be proud?

Putting my hand on my heart,I'm asking 'Shall we proud of be a part of UKM?'

Nevertheless,I answer is 'NO!!!'

Those professor who gave speech on the orientation week,who proud of UKM are the only university for the nation,for the resident...What is that meaning??Meaning that our studies are in Malay language...Then,what for we students work hard to enroll into university??To become a bachelor of Malay language???

I'm asking myself...'What can I do after this?'...'I thought the rate of unemployed is high,but why are we getting self to become an unemployed bachelor of bla bla bla??'...

Do you think Malay language can lead us to the world?...Come on,this is globalization century right?Don't you think it sounds weird if an undergraduate from Malaysia could not possess a good level of English language?

When my mum asked,'So how?Can we choose to quit?'....I was thinking if my family is affordable,why not I quit from such weird 'nation' university??



UKM

Asia ranking is even higher than UM and USM

Malaysia ranking is just after UM



But,how bout our future??






It's so dull...


No,I'm not proud of UKM!!!





Someone says she hates her hostel...


But,I hate my university,my faculty and even my world!!

希望明天会很好

“满怀忧伤却流不出泪 极度的疲惫却不能入睡”

让我百思不解 为何人人得以上大学是开心的 而我却是伤悲的？

坚强 我的倔强要我坚持 我的内心深处却很想放弃

身边的朋友、亲戚都说这个科系很好，很适合我，以后出路很广

但愿如此 但愿如此 但愿如此。。。

希望明天会更好 相信明天会更好

明天，真的会更好吗？？？

希望大众传播的天空 能容纳得下只有大头儿并无大志更无希望的我

我答应过，无论什么科目，我都要尽力考好。。

加油！！一路顺风，朋友~~

离开家的感觉，真的很沉重。。为何假日对我而言，总是这么短暂？