Before departure

10/12/2009 I'm going to attend Kuan Moo Tuan, a study tour to Taiwan for 3 weeks

My recent mood is quite good...

But I don't know should I feel great and exciting or should I worry of my result + course registration~

I hope everything will be fine during my trip, nothing spoil my mood...

Now, I'm busy + lazy packing my huge luggage...

Before this, I hate someone who couldn't make her promise to me, I would like to forgive her if she read this...

Maybe I'm emo...Friendship is always the important part for me in my life...It's just after FAMILY and before LOVE ^^

I hope next time she won't disappoint me anymore....Or else, I will delete her from my list ^^

“想帶著你一起 到哪些地方”

“想帶著你一起 到哪些地方” 浪漫的逃亡-阿信 （這是昨夜獨自在房裏閲讀時，看見最有感覺的字句，讓我泛紅眼眶，爲何每一次我都失敗。。這一次，真的失望了，短期内不會再有期待，不會再問了）SORRY~

MSN裏的display message，不是想讓你難堪、更不需要你自責

確實，我很自私得想帶著你這位好友到出去玩、去見識、去認識更多的地方

我知道你有苦衷，知道每一次的理由都一樣

每一次明知道你會給我同樣的理由，我還是帶著希望、興奮的告訴你，下一站我們要一起去哪裏哪裏旅行

我以爲19嵗的我們都已經長大了，我以爲身上的翅膀可以任由我們飛翔了

可最後，我的希望一次一次的落空，我知道你努力爭取，我知道這樣會爲難你，我知道這樣會影響你和家人的感情

但如果人生就只有那麽短暫，爲何不能放肆的活著？

或許我是損友，或許你會認爲我不曾擔心我媽幫著我的翅膀不讓我飛，所以一次一次任性的向你提出旅行的建議

對不起，我不會再問了。。短期内都不會了。。

我怕了那些失落感

每一次都對你也對自己說：沒關係，下次吧，反正不急，會有機會的

當以個人一直在長大，意味著在時尚的日子再減少著，不是接近死亡，而是人類會更脆弱

以後的大家，真的能像現在毫無牽挂的放下身邊的工作，放肆的請假旅行嗎？

每次都想說：反正你肯定去不了，問問看，看有沒有希望

但希望不曾實踐

旅行的事，我不會再提。。

是失望了，是沒有能力了，因爲我們不能和父母對抗，畢竟他們也是擔心我們

下一次，等待你能和朋友外出旅行，得帶你的父母的同意，才給我驚喜吧~

我知道你也很無奈，我看見FB裏你的status，雖然19嵗的我們做不到，希望21嵗的你，可以獲得自由

衷心地希望，希望真的有個伴，可以一起到處遊玩

想17嵗的那一年，在酒店裏3個好朋友一起聊天。。。

我會期待，那一年的到來。。

I hates exam but I hates myself too

time and tide wait for no man...

time past,i should work hard for my next second..

i never work hard in university...

i just try to play hard...but it's hard to play hard due to our schedule is too pack><

i thought i can study harder in university compare to the days in kmph..unfortunately,i failed...

i'm going to end my 1st year,1st semester in UKM,but i wonders i study nothing here..

i'm having my final exam...this is the 1st week and it's going to pass..

i'm lazy to study,even thought it's final exam...

i'm not the one who worry about the exam and try hard to get good result..

i never cares of my result anymore..

what happens to me?? don't ask me...if you know why, please let me know because i don't know@@

i know i'm going to regret when the 1st semester result comes out...but what can i do?

i'm lack of motivation and mood to study...i hates the university...

can someone teach me how to clear 120 credit hours in 3 years??

stupid SPKG and kokurikulum!!><

hates all these stuff...why cant we just concentrate on studies and join the activities we like but not forced to join...to get marks for SPKG...><

i will never love this university!!!><

STOP EATING!!!

hey ice, enough la..

please don't keep eating, ok?

i beg u...

i wonder why these days i eat as normal (much)

that's why my weight up to original weight...

omg, when can i maintain the weight when it loss to my satisfy level??

i love food, but only delicious food...

but ukm got no delicious food, how can i get fatter and fatter?

because i din exercise anymore..

because every weekend i will hang out and eat lots of delicious food...

oh no, i want to be a thin ice...i dun 1 2 be fat ice~~T.T

Triple Gem Refuge and Five Precepts Ceremony hosted by Master Hsing Yun

Jenjarom-A peaceful Land
Amitabha
Master Hsing Yun is hosting the ceremony....It's crowded!!
Walking on the way to Dong Zen Temple from Winter ABC Cafe
A great day

14.10.2009 Me, Teoh Lee Ping had been formally registered and swore to be a Buddhist.

I feels proud to attend the Triple Gem Refuge and Five Precepts Ceremony hosted by Master Hsing Yun.

I feels proud to be a real Buddhist.

This is the last chance to attend the Triple Gem Refuge and Five Precepts Ceremony hosted by Master Hsing Yun.

I missed the chance once in few years ago.

Thus, I won't miss it again.

This is the last meeting with our Fo Guang Shan Master Hsing Yun in Malaysia.

This is the last attend the Triple Gem Refuge and Five Precepts Ceremony hosted by Master Hsing Yun.

He is getting older and he really needs to rest more.

This is the last time He visit to Malaysia.

I'm proud to be a part of Fo Guang Shan members.

He is humor as well.

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Jenjarom is the warmest place for me.

My greatest childhood memories all are there.

Of cause, Dong Zen Temple is keeping my several memories too.

I went to Winter ABC Cafe to meet my 'Daddy'..^^

Long time didn't see him.

I meet with my mum and brother at Dong Zen Temple too.

I want to follow them back to Klang instead of UKM but my mum is not allowing me to do so...Sad

Hmm, felt a bit sad to leave Jenjarom.

Long time didn't go there.

Long time didn't see my 'Mummy' and her family.

I miss you all. I love you all as you all are loving me forever and ever^^

Muakzz

I'm the lucky one

Although I'm not from a rich family

Although my attitude is bad

Although I'm hateful

Although I'm not a nice-looking girl

Although I'm very hot-tempered

I'm so lucky to have a freedom and colourful life

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Every year, every October, I'll hoping for surprises from friends

It's might be not a birthday celebration party

It might just an action, just a shock to me

It is enough to touch me, to cheer me, to surprise me

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Yes, this year, my wish had been came true

I'm appreciate of what Shy Miin and Fong Fong done to surprise me on last Saturday



It was on 10.10.2009

I really touched of it

I really missed the moment we chat in Fong Fong room

How long we never do so together after Form 5 trip

It's was just a sweet moment together we share the stories with best friends

I won't hope for any surprise this year because again my birthday falls on my study week...

I miss the moment in KMPh, Kwang Hua....

I had cried for the old memories for 3rd day since the day I come back to UKM

I wish someone can make a time machine to let me back to the past..

I miss you, the old moments...

掛「相挺五月天 五迷大會獅」活動貼紙

WHO SAID MAYDAY IS IMPOSSIBLE???

MAYDAY @ KHAO SHIONG EXPO!!!

5/12/2009 DNA LIVE!!

Idiot,my parent are still alive!!!

Someone who acts like a person who is doing charity

Asking peoples in UKM to donate to the orphanage

RM10 get a orphan designed car sticker, to help the orphan weekly expenses on daily needs

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She comes to my table, asked me to donate

(I admit I never donate these because for me this kind of 'donation' always cheat and better for me to help them in the center)

Then I told her RM10 is my weekly expenses in UKM.

She said :"Wah,RM10 is your weekly expenses??Then your just alike the orphan lo??"

Damn her,MY PARENT ARE STILL ALIVE ok???

Shit her!!!

PT is over

huray~pt ukm is over...

but actually i'm not that happy

maybe it's not worth and meaningless for me to stay late at dectar for 1 week

i'm sick of the photo of me taken by friend using my handphone is blur and was complained by my friend

i knew he is studying design and he has the professional camera to capture the clear and high definition photo everywhere anytime

please think of others...not everyone is as rich as you...

yes,i love design but i got no chance to continue it in my further study

yes,i love the photo but i got no choice if the photo is blur because the built in camera only 2mega pixels...not like your professional photo

yes,it looks weird..

and yet you make my mood down and make me lost my little confident again~~

What a tiring day

I think today is not suppose to go classes...

What a tiring day to resume the classes after 1 week holiday~~

This is the 1st time for me to have 1 week break after entering UKM..

Should spend the time wisely but I didn't...

I'm waiting for the next coming break but before that,I hope I can alive after October...

October,what a busy month...

1st week-PTUKM (Pesta Tanglung UKM)

3rd & 4th week-Kokurikulum final assessment DECTAR (2 big event to take part..T.T)

5th week-Fianal exam

Before week 5-Management project work due and presentation,Accounting UBS project work,Microeconomics tutorial to submit...

I hope I won't be crazy during October...

OMG!!!Stupid UKM makes us so busy!!!

SHIT!!!!><

那一刻，我真的很想拥有你

那一刻，我真的很想败下你

手上捧着你，走向员工问：“这本书有附送cd对吧”

员工：“对，在柜台付了钱就可以取cd了”

毫不犹豫地从皮包取出bank card。。

又问：“这里无论有没有消费超过RM50都可以耍debit卡吧？”

员工答：“对，没有限制”

走向柜台，心想：在马来西亚买通常比较贵，昨晚又无辜失财，还是等年尾到台湾再买吧。。

这本书，盼了很久。。也在大众书局看了很久。。应该有一年了吧？每次到大众书局，都会走到那个书架，看看哪本书卖了没。。

有一次看见它不在那架子上，心情有点低弱，但也很高兴因为至少有人捧阿信场。。

今天，又让我看见了。。但这阵子太多失财的衰事发生在自己的身上。。

想败，但第一次这么犹豫不决，第一次不敢败。。败了的话，大概会在未来几个月饿死吧@@

台湾，等等我。。我会努力赚钱去败很多爱人的cd。书籍，t-shirt的。。@@

经不起考验的友谊

原来再好的朋友 再珍贵的友谊 也不过是经不起时间考验的东西

人类很奇怪 总觉得朋友爱人大过家人

但当面对无法独自解决的问题 最终被在自己身边的 还不是家人 朋友呢？爱人呢？都闪开了吧？

人类之间的沟通是一门很难学的学问 靠着信赖把两个陌生人或相识的人把距离拉近

一旦这层保护膜--信赖 磨碎了 那当然彼此的感情也生疏了

一旦出现猜疑 那再好的感情 都会出现问题 再怎么相信不过的人 也会对他有所保留

一旦问题出现 虽然最终解决了 但发生过的事情 不是一朝一夕就可忘掉的

理所当然的 受过伤的心不好恢复

被自己信赖的人受伤的心 更不好复原

即时复原了 那段感情是否仍然有所保留？

口上说没事 但心里不也是还在难过吗？

这或许只是一个过渡期 很快的就会恢复了吧？

It's time to blog

Long time didn't post any blog here...

Am 6.45,I'm stil awake...Because of I had slept for 4 hours on Pm 10.30 just now...

This saturday is another day for me to sit my mid sem exam and to fail the exam as well...

I think by saturday I can't finish my revision for the test..Because I have 2 more chapter to go..

Am 8 later,I will be having Accounting lecture...If possible,on Am 9.30 later,I need to go Kajang there to help Carnival Pesta Tanglung to set up our entrance..

Maybe the time I come back to university,it's already about Pm 3...

Pm 8 I will be having extra curriculum class until Pm 10.30 and reach my room about Pm 11...

My test will be on satuday Am 9,but need to walk there for half an hour...



Microeconomics,I will definitely 'love' you...Statistics,muakzz....><

Wasted sleeping hours

I got no comment on my mid semester test for Management..

Is it easy? Or hard??.........

I don't know....

What I know is, my sleeping hours was wasted to do revision!!!!

The test is using the same question as last year mid sem test...

People who have the past year question will definitely correct all without swallowing the notes and suffering from lack of sleep!!!

Shit!!!

The furthest distance is the last second past

I don't think the clock is 'tik tak tik tak' as the time is flying with lighting speed!!

OMG,stop addicting to FB and concentrate on study la...

I hate to on my laptop when I'm doing revision...But no choice because my notes are all in the document..@@

I hate to have assignment due date when there's a important test on the date!!Then I have to do my assignment and on my laptop to type and print out...At the same time,I'll on FB and addicted...@@

I hate to have Monday morning class as it makes me so tired especially the days before I don't have enough sleep due to working or whatever...

I think the time is flying too fast as 24 hours is not enough for me...@@

Someone said 'The furthest distance is the last second past..."

Yes,I do agree that...Even it is past second,it heard near but actually it's furthest distance to us...We can't play back the last second in real life...

Time past is past...Think of recent and future~~

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Time to change

Work hard!!!

Seems hard to achieve...

But don't disappoint self anymore...

Wonderful momories

Ops,I have forgotten the theme of FPP Fac Night...

But some sounds like the blog title...I think^^

Well, it was a enjoyable night...Perhaps...It's much enjoying than Com Night...

Maybe because of I'm free of stress...^^
See, so relaxing^^Look at these leng cai waiting for special bus to fetch us at bus stop...
Our Mr and Miss from our college...Handsome guy and cutie girl^^

The guy is now our fac KING...yeah, he won...Our KING's so zai look...Looks cute right??? Haha...Being bullied by me in the sketch^^Wao...Look at this Mama...So zai's mummy...D cup i think^^...OMG,what was my partner doing there???...Faint@@
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Again in the end of the post, we should take a BIG BIG family photo to end up de^^

Thanks for everyone giving me a sweet memory in university life^^

30 hours,counting down...

After the next 30 hours, I can scream out 'HURAY~~~'

Finally both of my sis convocation ceremony passed jor...

I was tired with it...Rushing time and train from UKM to home and from home to UKM...@@

Because of Amin Com Night, FPP Fac Night and convo....Driving me crazy because I use to rush here and there@@...

Practice, sick, lack of sleep....

All these event faster over, then I can rest well and get prepare with my mid-sem test...

After the next 30 hours, FPP Fac Night is ended, my real university life is going to begin...


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hehe...photo taken at UM's Law Fac...with Evelyn(no more blur blur...i'm the blur one now T.T)

hey,si tinggi & panjang...eat more lah...every1 is getting thinner and thinner...only bone is left in the end...

Eat more!!!Especially those who lose many weight de...Like me mah...become fatter and fatter...@@

After 16 hours...

Yesterday, I was having high fever...probably..I'm not sure...That's what my friend(Fang Ying) told me "You are having high fever but yet you told me you are alright??!!!Better go and see doctor on tomorrow~~"

My mind was answering.."Is it???I thought I'm alright...I just feel a bit blur only..."

Then, she was so worry and keep asking me to take medicine and help me to find medicine...Because I mentioned I don't want Panadol...So her roommate brought me her medicine to my room...

Thanks all who helping me and caring me when I was sick...I feel so warm here^^

Yesterday my schedule after 4.30am is sleep, wake up...sleep again, wake up again...Rotating the same thing I done for bout 15~16hours...

Finally my fever is gone...Now the only serious symptom is sore throat...my throat is wound, my phlegm contains blood...@@

Faster recover please...
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These are the medicine I get from private polyclinic...

Thanks to my roommate(Hui Yie) asking her friend to fetch me go out and see doctor...

Thanks to the driver,Phoebe^^

Amin Com Night "民华之夜"

Finally I can throw away the busy life...

I think I was a clown during that night...

From catwalk, to introduce myself, to Q&A section, to drama presentation...

None of the characteristic can represent myself...

There's plenty of mistakes I made...

There's plenty of sorry I said...

There's plenty of complaints I heard...

There's plenty of joy I saw...

Actually I felt very embarrassed when those guys touch my body especially putting their hands on my waist for dancing purpose, posing purpose...

No choice because I'm one of the candidate...

Because of this, I lost many things especially money...

Perhaps I could earn it back as soon as possible...

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In the end of the post, I would like to thanks my seniors, partner and group member for the tolerance and cooperation given.


Muakzz^^

Don't follow me!!

Bad luck,don't keep following me...

Recently I'm so bad luck...

Lost the new high heel shoes in university that I just wear for once---the only half day I shopping with Shy Miin at Aeon.

3 dogs rushed to me when I was washing my clothes in toilet...Maybe you will ask:"Is it real??University suppose got no dogs because of the formal religion.."...But yet,I'm the one who is so bad luck to meet the 3 dogs><

I'm moody and emo recently...Don't try to joke me!!

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Here,I feel very sorry to my group member and partner...

Sorry,I shouldn't scold you when you 'ziok" me...But I hate the sound!!

Sorry to members that always waiting for nothing...

Tonight,the last....Together we enjoy it^^

至少那一刻的我，全無煩惱

有多久沒有 把緊緊綁著大腦神經的煩惱憂愁都甩掉呢？

好懷念，3个月前的那段日子，至少我擁有過那樣輕飄的感覺，煩惱它真的很煩！

進來大學之後，開心過嗎？似乎沒有。。而是一天一天，煩惱、壓力、憂愁，一直往身上壓。。

每天睡覺，都沒無畏的思緒驚醒。。

今天或許被COM NIGHT的事煩得睡覺都煩，明天或許因爲功課的事被自己嚇醒。。

優質睡眠？我得卻很想擁有。。。但此時此刻。。我只希望能熬過這個繁忙的8月~~

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8/8-明華之夜

9/8-二姐的畢業典禮

14/8-大姐的畢業典禮

15/8-工商係之夜

8月20多號，期中考試。。@@

8月29-新加坡DNA演唱會。。（期待這一刻的出現，但在這之前，我還是會超煩惱。。救我，五月天）

'ice made' meehoon porridge

"ICE MADE" Meehoon Porridge....@@....YIE~~
Cooking the meehoon in hostel
The only ingredients i have to cook@@....so little....that's why my soup is terrible@@




haiz...loser...see what i cooked for my lunch la...

although very terrible but at least better than cafe de...^^the taste la...the look is worse@@


I think I not dare to cook in this week...Wait till I bring more ingredients first^^

Exhausted

Haiyo, the ktm make me feels so pik chek lo><

Stupid jungle UKM...so far away from the central of big city...

Damn shit!!

The journey from klang to ukm suppose it just takes within 1 hour to reach by car...

But,when my first takes ktm to come back here(ukm)...

It takes more than 3 hours!!!

>< ARGH!!! ><

Drive me crazy...

When I reached KL sentral,the time was 20:02...The borad showing next train to seremban is 20:08...

1 minutes later..the person in charge announced that the train on 20:08 will be canceled...

WHAT????CANCEL????

Shit!!

The next train will be on 20:40...

But,at last the train came on 20:50...

The train was so crowded!!!....Someone shouted:"Someone stole my purse!!" at the door side...She is a tourist from Arab country I think...pity her...

This is a bad experience for me...I never wait for delayed train for 40minutes!!!

I wish I can bomb the ktm><

我是祸首

我的天哪。。原来人家已经决定不去新加坡演唱会了

是我问她要不要去，勾起她那痒痒的心。。害她和男友陪我败了块RM450/person for 五月天的演唱会门票。。。

shit到~~ 如果说好位子的话我不介意 想想那烂位子 搞得我快破产

有连累他人多花钱买贵票。。 shit到。。。

内疚ing

心痛ing

Pay for happiness??

Should I be happy for the change of faculty to FEP, course Business Admin..

Everyone was congratulating...

Perhaps the road I decide now is great for me in the future life..

It's is a competitive course

Every year,there are so many persons taking bachelor of business admin..

So,business admin is none of my choices in UPU...

But now,I have been shifted to business admin by appealing

My life,my choice...

My happiness need to be paid in form of cash and so on...

Perhaps the course won't drive me crazy again as what I did in KMPh..

Should I be proud?

Putting my hand on my heart,I'm asking 'Shall we proud of be a part of UKM?'

Nevertheless,I answer is 'NO!!!'

Those professor who gave speech on the orientation week,who proud of UKM are the only university for the nation,for the resident...What is that meaning??Meaning that our studies are in Malay language...Then,what for we students work hard to enroll into university??To become a bachelor of Malay language???

I'm asking myself...'What can I do after this?'...'I thought the rate of unemployed is high,but why are we getting self to become an unemployed bachelor of bla bla bla??'...

Do you think Malay language can lead us to the world?...Come on,this is globalization century right?Don't you think it sounds weird if an undergraduate from Malaysia could not possess a good level of English language?

When my mum asked,'So how?Can we choose to quit?'....I was thinking if my family is affordable,why not I quit from such weird 'nation' university??



UKM

Asia ranking is even higher than UM and USM

Malaysia ranking is just after UM



But,how bout our future??






It's so dull...


No,I'm not proud of UKM!!!





Someone says she hates her hostel...


But,I hate my university,my faculty and even my world!!

希望明天会很好

“满怀忧伤却流不出泪 极度的疲惫却不能入睡”

让我百思不解 为何人人得以上大学是开心的 而我却是伤悲的？

坚强 我的倔强要我坚持 我的内心深处却很想放弃

身边的朋友、亲戚都说这个科系很好，很适合我，以后出路很广

但愿如此 但愿如此 但愿如此。。。

希望明天会更好 相信明天会更好

明天，真的会更好吗？？？

希望大众传播的天空 能容纳得下只有大头儿并无大志更无希望的我

我答应过，无论什么科目，我都要尽力考好。。

加油！！一路顺风，朋友~~

离开家的感觉，真的很沉重。。为何假日对我而言，总是这么短暂？

原来是离家的感觉太沉重

曾经以为 泪洒KMPh的日子 是因为离家太远 很想念家的感觉

但白痴的我 此时此刻 才感受到 问题不在距离离家多远 而是自己太舍不得离开

又是一个新的地方 新的尝试 新的人事物 新的环境

又是打人际关系的时候 这明明就是我最差劲的

一边收拾行李 一边提起不舍的心情 一边提起不安的心情

原来离家的感觉这么沉重

这一个月多以来 我还没在家里真正享受过

我想在家里多呆一个星期

纵使是无所事事 一个星期就好

为何时间总是像贼般 老是偷走世间的岁月 飞似的转动着 从不却步

我好想继续呆在家里 为何假日这么短？

"THANK YOU" for your farewell PARTY

Today onwards,I had been leaving D'Bamboo cafe&bistro totally...

Guess how was my farewell party??

My friends treat me sOoooo 'WELL'

Guess what we did during last midnight?

I was running around the field...and on the road

Trying hard to escape from the water splashed

Pipe water,and iced water in a bucket was aiming me

Chasing me on road,inside the shop and even the next shop,and on the big field

I was so tired to run hardly

But,it was really a crazy night

It was a memorable and unforgettable farewell

Marked me a crazy experience in my youth life...

Thank you...(But not splashing me)^^

In the end of the story, we are all 'wet wet'..@@

The camera man is from PANDAMARAN A and all of us in the picture are from PANDAMARAN B^^

I won't forget the moment when I run on dark field during 2.30am...

Accountancy,UM..I Love You无望。。

马大 大专生的梦想大学 然而却只能在上吉隆坡的路途中眺望

会计 从中四接触会计 就莫名的喜欢 也很在意这一刻的分数 无奈只能忍痛向它说无缘

原以为可以成为专业人士 可以争取在大学会计系的一个学位

无言 我失败了 彻底的和会计划了一条分界线

仿佛 在交叉口中 选错了前方的路

但不是我要选错 而是命运不由人

或许我不是读书的料 在那一刻真的很想放弃

为何命运总是让我 被硬推进不由得自己的读书环境 而现在连科系都跟会计差好远

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再次在学业上受打击 这是生命的一大挫折 打击我对学业的看法 更重重的打击我对未来的希望

无望 未来的路似乎很迷茫 但一切以尘埃落定 我无从选择

会计？ 朋友们，帮我圆梦

马大？ 傻婆，你成功了。。

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为何 上天老师爱作弄？

当初原定三位好朋友在UTAR就读 过着逍遥的读书生涯 却灭在matriculation手上

说好希望能一起挤进同所大学 却因命运被逼分开 但很为她高兴可以得到她要的大学

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付出多少 得到多少 或许我付出得不够

或许。。或许。。

除此以外 我已经不会如何安抚自己的心灵

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加油朋友

再多的泪水 也换不回我们的梦想 惟有缔造奇迹

半个脚步如大学了 我要更坚强

考试万岁！！

无可否认 学子总是厌倦考试

一生中 只有在大学预科学院的考试成绩 让我能稍微抬起头 欣赏成绩单

我尝试过了 这一种幸运 这一种快乐 这一种担忧 这一种压力

紧接着 生命中的傻婆 即将为她这几周以来的努力 以成绩来证明

希望它也能尝试 至少在生命里一次 把考试放在 一个重要的位子 的那一种滋味 那一种满足 那一种成就感

我相信 你能体会 因为我们同是不爱读书的家伙 却为了未来 埋头啃书

希望你能实现 达成你的目标

加油！！考试万岁！！！

对自己好=残忍？

是否发觉 我已经发福了呢？（胖了，好惨）

最近都好会吃 超夸张的@@
好就没这么享受的享用晚餐了

蓝莓鸡尾酒味的花茶 香味扑鼻 入口的感觉却没有闻的好@@
哈哈……莫名的被店里的仿盆栽吸引
我的晚餐 GARDEN的DEEP FRIED BREADED CHICKEN CUTLET

很美味 但肌肉有点扎得太硬了 害得我的门牙差点断了@@

我从没吃过这么难咬的鸡胸肉 要得我的牙齿好疼

但无可否认 真的很香 很棒^^（鸡肉软一点的话，该有多好^^)
我的午餐 AJISEN RAMEN的TERRIYAKI FRIED FRIED RICE (oishi~~^^)

如果抹茶不是用沸腾的水来冲的话，那该有多好^^

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好久都没大伙儿一起去shopping complex逛街、看戏、吃美食了^^

今天收获很丰富

但对自己好 相等于对自己的身材残忍 对自己钱包残忍

久久一两次无所谓 重点是我今天很enjoy..哈哈^^

Idiot,I'm not rich

People said:"Wow,Ice..You are so rich~~"

My heart:"Damn!!My head is rich of rubbish and I'm lack of money!!"

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My friends teased me I'm crazy..I burned all my salary to attend a concert at Singapore

Yeah,I did..So what?

That's the money I earned during this holiday..

The money is hard to get..So why not I use to enjoy it?

I can earn more in the future..But can I get back to watch a concert held on 29/08/2009 in the future?

So,why not I spend on things that meaningful to me myself and things that make me have 100% joy even it may only takes 3 hours..

Yeah,as a accountancy student..I consider to 'idiot'...As a fans,too,I'm 'idiot'...

But,that is the only way I can be myself..I can get high in the crowded and shout as loud..

I can sing together with who I loves so much and people who loves them too..

The chance is not always there...This year is Mayday 10 anniversary..I want to get 500% HIGH with them!!!

Who can promise Mayday is always be our sides after 10 years and more?

Maybe that time I cant jump that high anymore..

My salary is going to spend on this coming August at Singapore...

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May God bless me...I wish I can get more job before this December so that I can reduce my mum burden to let me go Taiwan..

I need more money...Help~~

放手，让青春翱翔吧

城市人 为何总是寂寞？

寂寞的想找个人倾听诉说的机会都很渺茫

寂寞的想找个人陪你逛街、夜唱、看戏都成问题

不是因为没有知己 不是因为没有伙伴

而是 大城市里的人 个个都好忙碌 个个都被一把枷锁 锁在父母的庇荫里

活在寂寞的大城市里 谁曾经叛逆的活出青少年色彩？

热血方刚 为何不能到处闯荡？

不是不想长大 而是没有机会长大

拥有自由 却没有同伴陪你闯荡 没人陪伴疯狂过活 虚度青春

城市里难道就只有高楼大厦 气势逼人的购物广场吗？

为何不能释放 咱们剩余的仅仅青春？

为何双脚要被套锁着？

天那么大 路那么长 庇荫能罩着岁月吗？

当时间偷走一切 我们还是我们

路，是自己走出来的

年少轻狂 没有人生经验 没有社会观念 难到未来的路 你们都有本事为我们铺好红色地毯吗？

放手，让我们翱翔吧！！ 让青春翱翔吧！！

把自由归还给青春吧！！

我不是工作狂

我不是工作狂 更不是天生爱工作

或许是我贪钱吧^^

我无法忍受 放长假时整天呆在家里无所事事

最近只要是和朋友聊天 内容里一定问及“你刚放工吗？”、“你明天要工作吗？”、“你不累吗？”

是，我是很累。。我是刚放工，即使明天要工作，我还是会很精神的上网^^

虽然我常在假期工作 但别误当我是工作狂

我只是 怎么赚都不够我用^^

朋友口中说；“你很厉害。。” 我只是打工仔 厉害个屁

我不过是打份工 让时间好过 让假期空档时可以赚点钱 让自己的生活充实点 让自己早点不如社会学习、见识

更想塞着我家人的嘴 好让他们别碎碎念^^

这是我的生存方式 我的生活乐趣

虽然很累、有时很多怨气 但这让我知道社会的游戏规则 好让我能更独立的生活 往后才能应付双脚步入社会后的生活

原来还是会心疼

一直以来 买五月天的东西 再贵也好 心一直没痛

因为一直以来 都很值得 但这一次 有揪心的感觉

真的很痛！！

我一早就起床 等待网购开始

系统又一直 因为我逗留太久 而出现page expiry。。

有好的位子 却因为一大堆资料要填 东问西问 才能填妥

但就一直page expiry

直到我看到 29日还有票 第7行

我心想：不远啦。。ok的~~

怎知 一切妥当 付了钱 才知道 自己多么愚蠢

我的位子 竟然不是在中间 不是在正舞台

是在侧舞台 而且还是加长的舞台

最贵的票耶。。我看见就晕了。。

450+-的马币 就酱报销了

你说我能不心疼吗？

再说，我都不敢去想别的 什么护照、酒店、交通

统统是钱

如果是好位子 我根本不会介意 根本不会心疼

这一次 我真的很疼！！ 很蠢！！ 白痴！！

Rice Dumpling Festival

A memorable month

Sorry to say..For me, not to memorize 'QU YUAN'

But it's to memorize the days in KMPh..

Last year, this period..

We were in KMPh jail

We were having rice dumpling together

We were sharing the rice dumpling we brought from home

The taste of rice dumpling is damn nice

I miss it

I miss the taste

I miss my friends


and days we stayed together..

to be continued..our friendship^^

烟

香烟 让烟民 忘记烦恼 忘掉哀愁

但哪位烟民能体谅 非烟民的痛楚？

为何 我们要为了你们的快乐 赔上健康的身体？

从前 就厌恶烟民 手上持着一根香烟 再从口里吐出二手烟

对烟味敏感的我 最无奈的是 因为工作的地方 烟民众多

只要是老板的朋友 即使是禁烟区又如何？

只要他们付得起钱 在空调区内抽烟 又何人能止？

我讨厌香烟 却因为工作

被逼得吸取一口又一口二手烟 被逼得帮客人买一包又一包香烟

最无奈的是 因为他们抽烟极快 得忙着帮他们换烟灰缸

只要换慢一步 老板又要开口射人

更过分的是 明明烟灰缸就在桌上 却偏偏不用

把烟灰都跌落地上 把烟头都丢在地上

是刻意制造垃圾？ 还是这些人没受教育、没有文化修养、没有道德操行？

这世界 赶快全面禁烟吧！！

梦想与代价

一连三天香港红勘落幕了 傻傻的五位大叔 又为自己的梦想卖命 缔造属于自己的青春

成本不下6000万台币 票房只赚5000万台币 超时一分钟又被罚5万港币

血本无归的演唱会 这种傻事 只有疯狂的五位大叔 才敢作！！

吉他手石头首日已经弹得大腿抽筋 主唱大人阿信更行。。猛吸小型氧气筒撑下去 唱着一首首的快歌，为高音硬飚上去

永远执著于梦想 而不顾一切代价 这就是梦想的伟大吗？

DNA创造人类 人类为梦想缔造无数奇迹

再大的梦 只要秉持着‘不能怕！！’ 就真的能一关一关的闖下去吗？

告诉自己不能怕！！

希望我真的能做到 大家都做到

小时候 我们都被规定留一样的发型 穿一样的制服 连梦想也被规定一样 这就是人生

长大后 当自己要决定前方的路怎么走 才开始咱们自己的人生

梦想很伟大 勇气、代价、毅力更大 只要有勇气 前方的路再坎坷 都没在怕！！

哪怕代价再大 只要能为自己的梦想坚持无数个坚持 相信距离梦想不会太远吧^^

Be Happy?

Thanks God for blessing me..^^

I was so happy and touched while AAAA and 4444 appeared on my computer screen..

I called and sms my lecturer to thanks them..

Congratulates to all my beloved friends^^

We have finally free from 'matriculation stress' totally..

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Yesterday, I was so nervous..

My tears going to drop down while I was working and thinking of result is coming out..

I asked myself:'If I can't get 4.0, how can I face my family? Especially my parents and sisters'

Finally, I did it...I got it...

My aim-4.0...

But you guess...How long is my happiness?

My answer is 12hours...

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I went out with my friend in this morning...

We were singing karaoke..

My sis criticize me nothing to celebrate..Don't think my result can get into UM...If can,that's a bad news too...

These had broke my happiness...I cried alone...I felt my heart was so pain..

Can you please don't judge me through my attitude on study in past?

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Do you know how many nights I had used to study and ho many hours I slept during the two suffering weeks?

Never support me, no encourages, no wishes from my family...

Do you know how was my days to sit for the test?

Please don't judge me and all matriculation is poor...

Yes, our standard is damn low...

But, if ones never work hard, can he/she get 4.0 just because of LUCKY???

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Don't ask me for result anymore...My happiness is gone....

I won't be happy with my result anymore...My standard is so low....I'm so lucky...

I'm so sad to have such sis and family!!!><

厌倦+累

第二个星期在cafe工作

厌倦老板对员工呼来喝去的态度

厌倦厨房南吭又没新意的食物

厌倦与同事相处

厌倦招待老板贵宾

厌倦白天店里总是没顾客却还是得站着

工作真的很闷 很累

顾客称赞我很勤劳 我该开心吗？

只能回应“没有啦，谢谢”

没工作有钱花的话 谁想在短短的假期 不好好歇会？

可以天天窝在家里 都不会被老爸不爽的眼神对待 不会被老妈唠叨的话

我宁可向我姐一样

一个可以天天在家上网、走街、学跳舞、学游泳、看电视、看电影、旅行、扮美

另一个完全没钱都可以到曼谷旅行

妈妈都会资助他们

要是我和他们一样 就不用搞得自己这么累了 该多好^^

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今天，在店里打了12小时的工

我很累 不是因为身体累

而是精神上很累 招待老板的贵宾朋友11个小时

吸他们在店里抽得二手烟长达11个小时

从他们坐下 我就没得做

一整天下来 扣了吃饭时间坐下，应该站了11个小时多吧

我很累，不是身体，而是双脚

512的疤痕

谁能告诉我 为何512 在人们的心里 只烙下悲伤与悲哀的疤痕？

2008年的这一天 我在硬着头皮 被逼载送到甘猛彭亨大学预科学院

有多少不愿意 有多沮丧 有多少抱怨 有多少愤怒

也改变不了 这是我的命运

但这命运 也让我认识 生命里不可缺的真挚友谊 也是唯一令我能在糟糕透的环境下存活下去的理由


同日，我因无法顺利考获P驾照 被姐姐和弟弟耻笑至今

不是上山 不是上路 不是撞跌停车位的前后铁枝

而是考车学院 没提醒我车子只能停放在白框内 车轮不能早白框外或白线上

就这样 我的左车轮由于在白线上 就被考官打了大X在表格上

当天的情景 我不会忘了！！><





接着 是令全世界人哀悼的 尤其是中国人民心疼的

汶川大地震 震亡数万条无辜的性命 震碎父母的心 震碎灾区的家庭 震碎一切用爱筑成的一切 无论他/它是否拥有生命


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512 对我而言 不是一个喜日 不是值得庆祝的节日

汶川地震 步入KMPh 考车失败

这些悲伤与悲哀的回忆 没有一则值得回顾

我只能为灾民哀悼祈祷 我只能自以为庆幸在森林里结交一群朋友 我只能重考车照

没有地球太阳还是会公转 没有太阳地球还是会自转

过去的疤痕 只会越来越浅 虽然不会消失 但它见证生命里的一段属于自己的故事

I LOVE YOU,MUM

Mother's day is coming soon..

Have your present your mum anything?

We have treat my mum eat Dragon-i on last Sunday..^^(Really "fare" price..My purse was blooding@@)

But what we can gift, just to pay only..

As long as my mum love the food..^^

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08052009 9pm We were having a party for Mother's Day in my uncle house

Here is all the mummy attended to the party

Be happy always,I Love You...MUMI have two mums...This is the one who treat me like her own daughter...and my cousin..her youngest son..

Mummy,I Love You too^^

Finally I took picture with her..Haha