Be Happy?

Thanks God for blessing me..^^

I was so happy and touched while AAAA and 4444 appeared on my computer screen..

I called and sms my lecturer to thanks them..

Congratulates to all my beloved friends^^

We have finally free from 'matriculation stress' totally..

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Yesterday, I was so nervous..

My tears going to drop down while I was working and thinking of result is coming out..

I asked myself:'If I can't get 4.0, how can I face my family? Especially my parents and sisters'

Finally, I did it...I got it...

My aim-4.0...

But you guess...How long is my happiness?

My answer is 12hours...

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I went out with my friend in this morning...

We were singing karaoke..

My sis criticize me nothing to celebrate..Don't think my result can get into UM...If can,that's a bad news too...

These had broke my happiness...I cried alone...I felt my heart was so pain..

Can you please don't judge me through my attitude on study in past?

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Do you know how many nights I had used to study and ho many hours I slept during the two suffering weeks?

Never support me, no encourages, no wishes from my family...

Do you know how was my days to sit for the test?

Please don't judge me and all matriculation is poor...

Yes, our standard is damn low...

But, if ones never work hard, can he/she get 4.0 just because of LUCKY???

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Don't ask me for result anymore...My happiness is gone....

I won't be happy with my result anymore...My standard is so low....I'm so lucky...

I'm so sad to have such sis and family!!!><